i dont know what to do with my hair.. cut it or go and do extension...
i did ask andrew for hair cut but he wont let me.
i do want my hair to long again. but i just cant wait for it. it is too long to wait..
if hair extension... i dont know.. andrew said i could do what ever i want as long as it wont be dealing with hair cut.
but i dont want to ask him or cu for hair extension.. cause it is to expansive...
the longer it gets the expansive it will be..
and i dont want my hair to be a few inch long only.. if i get hair extension of cause i want it to be preety long...
DAMN...... i am so bored with my hair already.... its like the same length 2 or 3 months ago....
i so hate this man..... GOSH..................
Sunday, September 16, 2007
Friday, September 14, 2007
and no matter how hard I cry, he isn’t
going to pop up and show me it was just a joke
-- Aaliyah. Romeo Must Die.
I want to be happy because he is happy.
But how can I be happy knowing that
I'm not the one making him smile?
People say not to cry because it’s over but
to smile because it happened but how can you
do that when just thinking of the good times
makes you wanna cry because
you realize what you’re missing?
He put her out like the burning end of a cigarette.
He broke her heart.
He spent her whole life trying to forget.
A broken heart continues to beat.
He means so much to me. I just wish he
knew because when I’m around him
the say is a different blue and when he talks to me
my knees begin to shake.
The last thing I want is another heartbreak.
If he would love me like I love him
I could tell him that I will always be true
but when I try to talk, I just don’t know
what to say because I know he doesn’t feel the same way.
I know I have a heart because
I can feel it breaking. - Wizard of Oz
You mean so much to me. I just wish I could
tell you now but I would never be able to
find the words without breaking down.
Just another sad love song back in my brain
like crazy. I guess I'm all torn up.
Fast or slow, it just doesn't let go or shape me
and it's all because of you. - Toni Braxton
What if i said you never mattered
that i never lost a moment of sleep
what if i crushed all of your dreams
and broke all the promises you swore to keep?
Tell me how your life would be
if i did to you what you did to me.
You did it again. You broke my heart again.
You promised you wouldn't do that.
Promised you'd always be here for me.
Promised you'd never hurt me.
And I trusted you. Again.
I was really stupid wasn't I?
- Jacqueline Kelly
Without you, I’m nothing. Without you
I’m suffering. Without you, I’m not whole.
Without you, I have no soul. I thought that I could reach out to him.
Like, maybe, in some way, he could hear what
I was thinking. But he just turned away.
And he kissed her. And I've never been
more hurt in my life - Joanne Golden
When you’re with your girl
you act like you don’t know me.
If I would have known this was how
it was gonna be, I wouldn’t have
fallen in love with you from the
start because what you’re doing to
Where were you when I needed you most?
I would have done anything to hold you close
I would have given the world to be back in
your arms but you left me so torn apart.
Love is almost like suicide.
You give so much to that special someone
that you sometimes end up killing yourself inside.
If love doesn’t shatter you
then you do not know love.
You said you would never hurt me.
You said you would never make me cry.
Well, there’s one thing I can admit.
You tell a perfect lie.
Without you I'm not okay..
without you I've lost my way...
my hearts stuck in second place....
without you - Dixie Chicks
Before love my heart was a black hole.
After love, I didn’t have a heart.
I'm not sure which is better
Never-let a guy know you like him because
then he knows that whatever he does you’re
still gonna love him and he’s gonna mess
with your heart until it breaks in half
When you like a boy, all you do is wonder
"Does he like me?" and when he finally asks
you out, all you do is wonder
"When is he gonna break my heart?"
But it ain't true. It takes what it takes
and sometimes we get too smart too late.
One more heartache for me.
Another night in misery - Pink
The pain is real even if nobody knows.
I pretend that I’m glad you went away.
These walls are closing more every day
and I’m dying inside.. and nobody knows
it but me. Like a clown, I put on a show.
..and tonight, my angel, I will sleep
with a gun in my mouth. Good night.
Sleep tight, my love.
I don't know, for a while, I had this
tiny smidge of hope that one day, we'd be
together again. But, last night, when we talked...
I knew. I just knew you were in love with her.
The kind of love that stays forever...now all
I'm left with is a broken heart and shattered
hopes and dreams - Joanne Golden
Some hearts are broken and mended.
Others are shattered or torn.
Although it was never intended because
love is eternally sworn. I have cried
prayed, and pleaded for that love to hold
it’s ground. Hope was all I
needed and pain was all I found.
Anyone else want to break my heart?
going to pop up and show me it was just a joke
-- Aaliyah. Romeo Must Die.
I want to be happy because he is happy.
But how can I be happy knowing that
I'm not the one making him smile?
People say not to cry because it’s over but
to smile because it happened but how can you
do that when just thinking of the good times
makes you wanna cry because
you realize what you’re missing?
He put her out like the burning end of a cigarette.
He broke her heart.
He spent her whole life trying to forget.
A broken heart continues to beat.
He means so much to me. I just wish he
knew because when I’m around him
the say is a different blue and when he talks to me
my knees begin to shake.
The last thing I want is another heartbreak.
If he would love me like I love him
I could tell him that I will always be true
but when I try to talk, I just don’t know
what to say because I know he doesn’t feel the same way.
I know I have a heart because
I can feel it breaking. - Wizard of Oz
You mean so much to me. I just wish I could
tell you now but I would never be able to
find the words without breaking down.
Just another sad love song back in my brain
like crazy. I guess I'm all torn up.
Fast or slow, it just doesn't let go or shape me
and it's all because of you. - Toni Braxton
What if i said you never mattered
that i never lost a moment of sleep
what if i crushed all of your dreams
and broke all the promises you swore to keep?
Tell me how your life would be
if i did to you what you did to me.
You did it again. You broke my heart again.
You promised you wouldn't do that.
Promised you'd always be here for me.
Promised you'd never hurt me.
And I trusted you. Again.
I was really stupid wasn't I?
- Jacqueline Kelly
Without you, I’m nothing. Without you
I’m suffering. Without you, I’m not whole.
Without you, I have no soul. I thought that I could reach out to him.
Like, maybe, in some way, he could hear what
I was thinking. But he just turned away.
And he kissed her. And I've never been
more hurt in my life - Joanne Golden
When you’re with your girl
you act like you don’t know me.
If I would have known this was how
it was gonna be, I wouldn’t have
fallen in love with you from the
start because what you’re doing to
Where were you when I needed you most?
I would have done anything to hold you close
I would have given the world to be back in
your arms but you left me so torn apart.
Love is almost like suicide.
You give so much to that special someone
that you sometimes end up killing yourself inside.
If love doesn’t shatter you
then you do not know love.
You said you would never hurt me.
You said you would never make me cry.
Well, there’s one thing I can admit.
You tell a perfect lie.
Without you I'm not okay..
without you I've lost my way...
my hearts stuck in second place....
without you - Dixie Chicks
Before love my heart was a black hole.
After love, I didn’t have a heart.
I'm not sure which is better
Never-let a guy know you like him because
then he knows that whatever he does you’re
still gonna love him and he’s gonna mess
with your heart until it breaks in half
When you like a boy, all you do is wonder
"Does he like me?" and when he finally asks
you out, all you do is wonder
"When is he gonna break my heart?"
But it ain't true. It takes what it takes
and sometimes we get too smart too late.
One more heartache for me.
Another night in misery - Pink
The pain is real even if nobody knows.
I pretend that I’m glad you went away.
These walls are closing more every day
and I’m dying inside.. and nobody knows
it but me. Like a clown, I put on a show.
..and tonight, my angel, I will sleep
with a gun in my mouth. Good night.
Sleep tight, my love.
I don't know, for a while, I had this
tiny smidge of hope that one day, we'd be
together again. But, last night, when we talked...
I knew. I just knew you were in love with her.
The kind of love that stays forever...now all
I'm left with is a broken heart and shattered
hopes and dreams - Joanne Golden
Some hearts are broken and mended.
Others are shattered or torn.
Although it was never intended because
love is eternally sworn. I have cried
prayed, and pleaded for that love to hold
it’s ground. Hope was all I
needed and pain was all I found.
Anyone else want to break my heart?
Ya’ll look at me and say "girl u've been blessed" but ya'll can't see the inside of my unhappiness
Forget the times he walked by, forget the times he made you cry, forget the times he spoke your name, remember your feelings aren’t the same, forget the times he held your hand, forget the sweet things if you can, forget those times and don’t pretend, remember now he’s only a friend.
I ran into my ex the other day.... put in reverse, AND HIT HIM AGAIN!!
I'm convincing myself, yes I'll find some1 new, I won't be alone, & I won't be w/ you. You're waiting 4me, 2 crawls back to Ur side but no. Not this time, I'm keeping my pride. So goodbye 4ever, I'll be on my way, It's gonna take time, but I'll be okay
*Never say forever coz forever isn’t real*
*forever’s what u think and forever’s what u feel*
*so if u say forever please promise that u’ll try*
*but never say forever coz forever makes me cry
Wanting him is hard to get. Loving him is hard to regret. Losing him is hard to accept. But with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.
I dropped a tear in the ocean today, and when I find it, that's when I’ll stop loving you
I wish upon a star tonight that you would hold me tight, I wish that someday you will see the way it should be...you and me
Last time my heart was broken,
I thought that I was through.
I swore I would never love you again,
and believe that this was true.
But, then you walked into my life,
and the moment your eyes met mine,
I knew that you were worth loving',
just' one more time.
I can't sleep; everything I ever knew is a lie without you. I can't breathe when my heart is broke in two, there's no beat without you. Your not gone, but your not here. At least that's the way it seems..
A girl is not all she seems to be, and not a toy by any means. Underneath all the make-up and the hair, there is a sign saying, "Handle With Care!"*
He who tries to forget a woman, or finds hatred in himself for her, never loved her.
It was never love that broke her heart it was losing that love that tore her apart.
I’m going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everything’s perfect, act like its just a dream, and pretend he’s not hurting me
Sometimes I wish I had never met you b/c then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there
IM Tired of Trying
imp Tired of Lying
I Know I've Been smiling
but inside imp dying
There's a Girl in my Mirror
Crying Tonight
And There nothing I Can Tell Her
TO Make Her feel all Right
Take A bow...u Hear the applause
my Heart is broken and Ur The Cause
U played Ur Game and u Won
CoNgRaTs HoPe U had Fun
If Two Past Lovers Can remain friends
its Either
They Were Never in Love or They still are
Don’t Lead Me On, And Leave Me Confused, any Girl Would Rather Be Left Alone, Than Have Her heart abused
I tHiNk Im AfRaId Of BeInG hApPy Bc EvErYtImE i Am HaPpY sOmEtHiNg BaD aLwAyS hApPeNs..
don't tell me lies they are hard 2 heel, just tell me how you really feel
You waved your hand high and said "goodbye" I kept my hand low and said "don't go"
Forget the times he walked by, forget the times he made you cry, forget the times he spoke your name, remember your feelings aren’t the same, forget the times he held your hand, forget the sweet things if you can, forget those times and don’t pretend, remember now he’s only a friend.
I ran into my ex the other day.... put in reverse, AND HIT HIM AGAIN!!
I'm convincing myself, yes I'll find some1 new, I won't be alone, & I won't be w/ you. You're waiting 4me, 2 crawls back to Ur side but no. Not this time, I'm keeping my pride. So goodbye 4ever, I'll be on my way, It's gonna take time, but I'll be okay
*Never say forever coz forever isn’t real*
*forever’s what u think and forever’s what u feel*
*so if u say forever please promise that u’ll try*
*but never say forever coz forever makes me cry
Wanting him is hard to get. Loving him is hard to regret. Losing him is hard to accept. But with all the hurt I've felt, letting go is the most painful yet.
I dropped a tear in the ocean today, and when I find it, that's when I’ll stop loving you
I wish upon a star tonight that you would hold me tight, I wish that someday you will see the way it should be...you and me
Last time my heart was broken,
I thought that I was through.
I swore I would never love you again,
and believe that this was true.
But, then you walked into my life,
and the moment your eyes met mine,
I knew that you were worth loving',
just' one more time.
I can't sleep; everything I ever knew is a lie without you. I can't breathe when my heart is broke in two, there's no beat without you. Your not gone, but your not here. At least that's the way it seems..
A girl is not all she seems to be, and not a toy by any means. Underneath all the make-up and the hair, there is a sign saying, "Handle With Care!"*
He who tries to forget a woman, or finds hatred in himself for her, never loved her.
It was never love that broke her heart it was losing that love that tore her apart.
I’m going to smile like nothings wrong, talk like everything’s perfect, act like its just a dream, and pretend he’s not hurting me
Sometimes I wish I had never met you b/c then I could go to sleep at night not knowing there was someone like you out there
IM Tired of Trying
imp Tired of Lying
I Know I've Been smiling
but inside imp dying
There's a Girl in my Mirror
Crying Tonight
And There nothing I Can Tell Her
TO Make Her feel all Right
Take A bow...u Hear the applause
my Heart is broken and Ur The Cause
U played Ur Game and u Won
CoNgRaTs HoPe U had Fun
If Two Past Lovers Can remain friends
its Either
They Were Never in Love or They still are
Don’t Lead Me On, And Leave Me Confused, any Girl Would Rather Be Left Alone, Than Have Her heart abused
I tHiNk Im AfRaId Of BeInG hApPy Bc EvErYtImE i Am HaPpY sOmEtHiNg BaD aLwAyS hApPeNs..
don't tell me lies they are hard 2 heel, just tell me how you really feel
You waved your hand high and said "goodbye" I kept my hand low and said "don't go"
Wednesday, September 5, 2007
15 birthday
i dont really celebrate my birthday every year. but this year is totaly diffrent. it is my 15 birthday. and i dont have that much fun like i had during my 14 birthday. 14 birthday was my everything. but now i dont get to be with my love ones. it has been a hard time for me. well i dont know yet what will happen at school and after school. let just see what will happen to me....
Sunday, September 2, 2007
love
what is love? i always ask myself after what i did to HIM. I am still try to dig a hole as deep as possible just to find what love really is. It is so hard to just get the love just like that. You have to earn it. You have to work hard for it.
But guess what. I still cant find what is love. And i dont have the feeling of crush. Well that is the "GIRLS" thing right. so ya i dont have that feelings. To me it is weird, but i dont know why. After him, i lost everything. half of me is gone with the flow.
so if you guys would tell me what is love i would be very appreaciate it.
Saturday, September 1, 2007
butterflies
Before a big adventure, i always get 'em, fluttering around my stomach.
Right now, they must be fluttering preety huge for me, as a huge adventure is on my door step.
Just let the them flutter like crazy, but i try not to let them carry me away into anything.
Instead, i just chilled. Watched, listen, and didn't try make any friends.
And Instead, waited it out, until the butterflies weren't fluttering so loud that i couldn't hear my own thoughts.
When the butterflies were silent, i stopped being silent.
and the friends i made, were the best friends I'd ever had up to that point of my so called life.
This paragraph dont sounds like me. They dont really tell who i am. But i still like it..
Right now, they must be fluttering preety huge for me, as a huge adventure is on my door step.
Just let the them flutter like crazy, but i try not to let them carry me away into anything.
Instead, i just chilled. Watched, listen, and didn't try make any friends.
And Instead, waited it out, until the butterflies weren't fluttering so loud that i couldn't hear my own thoughts.
When the butterflies were silent, i stopped being silent.
and the friends i made, were the best friends I'd ever had up to that point of my so called life.
This paragraph dont sounds like me. They dont really tell who i am. But i still like it..
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