butterflies

Before a big adventure, i always get 'em, fluttering around my stomach.
Right now, they must be fluttering preety huge for me, as a huge adventure is on my door step.
Just let the them flutter like crazy, but i try not to let them carry me away into anything.
Instead, i just chilled. Watched, listen, and didn't try make any friends.
And Instead, waited it out, until the butterflies weren't fluttering so loud that i couldn't hear my own thoughts.
When the butterflies were silent, i stopped being silent.
and the friends i made, were the best friends I'd ever had up to that point of my so called life.

This paragraph dont sounds like me. They dont really tell who i am. But i still like it..